On the [long] road to recovery

Hey there,

It's been a while since I last updated. Uh, since last time I did actually hit rock bottom with booze like 3 or 4 weeks ago, and had a mental breakdown, switching from euphoria to complete depression in seconds (back and forth) and hitting my head against anything that would cross my path.

I have been doing excercise again since then. Or rather, since after-that, kek. I felt some improvement today, and I've been through a couple of days without wanking, which seems like a big improvement, and last time I did was not with porn. So yeah, things are looking better modafakaaa!!

I just received a call from my ex-boss. I sabbotaged that job because I'm a fucking douchebag (or rather, I was more of a douchebag a couple of months ago), and I wanted to check the Thesis that being good does forgive mistakes and intentional fuck ups. Apparently it does. There's a freelance work that has come up for next week, so maybe I will get some money so I can pay my debt and stop owing money to the banks.
Fuck. Them.

Uh, I don't know what else to tell ya, I finally pulled my head out of my ass and completed something for the Uni project that was supposed to be done about a month ago too, which is nice. I feel very strange, also with some 'longing' for the past years, but I'll try my best no to fail myself again.

Allright, so I'm going to clean the dishes and make food so I can hit my macros and then probably go to sleep, so this is it for tonight. We'll see how long does the improvement impulse lasts...

See ya!

PS: My internet connection got fixed today too, and the telecommunications company sent two chicks, one was hot! It's good to entertain the sight when that happens.

PS2: I hadn't eaten anything from McDonalds in about two years, so I decided to go today. Deliciously toxic.

Times [do not] change

Well, well, well.

It's been a while since I last posted here, like 4 or more years I think (I didn't even check lel), but I guess it would be nice to me to post something today. So here we go.

Uh, some little-flash-forward thingie to start would be nice, so I did get in a relationship with the girl that was 10 years older than me, but it didn't last long. I finished music school and began another career in digital arts, and I also finished that one (but haven't completed my duties because I'm such an asshole), and am about to finish 3D animation.

Now, as to what I came her to talk, I guess was just to say that I'm pretty much doing the same things I did some years ago. These last days all I've been doing is sleep, drink, smoke weed and play WoW. I found mead IRL! after lots of looking around :P. I'm a bit disappointed, but then again I need to check with other people to see if I got scammed, lel

DING LVL 80 YESSS

So yeah, I don't know, but I haven't done much lately and I feel a bit like crap, a bit like I don't care, and a bit like I should care, but I'm not really doing nothing so far except posting here.

I also have been trying to find some decent Paperblanks non-underlined Midis around, but there are no more where I live, shit sucks, and I don't want to buy Moleskines because the dudes that sell those here are some expensive bastards. I still got a few free pages till I find somewhere to write.

Well, I guess that was pretty much what I wanted to say, see you a future time I guess

EDIT: SO I just checked and apparently last time I posted here was two years ago, and I deleted the post I thought existed here. Interesting. We'll see if this one stands out or gets deleted as well, lel